She's beautiful.
--+--
was super depressed on my way to school.
so much sweat we've lost, effort we've put and all those sleepless nights in preparation for the stressful family law project.
why did i land in such deep shit?
not anyone to blame. but full of angst my heart.
concluded i guess.
2 days i knew someTHING.
IT has no brain.
IT has no heart.
IT is the worst THING i have ever met.
i felt a need to beat someTHING up so badly.
not because IT did something to me.
but for ITS selfishness in saving ITS f-ing Ass with no consideration at all
and also f-ing bark at the wrong time and shouting at ppl, calling them stupid.
All-talk-no-action show.
YOU'RE irritating and im totally disappointed.
May you dash and bang into a wall and bleed til you paralyse soon. (ok not so bad you din die)
not because someone made you to or harmed you,
but May you be possessed by a ghost, or controlled by god,
that you dashed into a wall and bleed,
so you have no one to blame,
no one on the outside can be blamed,
and no one on the outside believes whatever you say.
Be well, my curse.
YOU self-centered THING.
YOU are a THING.
YOU are an IT.
IT has no brain.
IT has no heart.
never in my 18+ years have i ever felt a NEED to BEAT someTHING.
