ranting post.

Please bear with me for a moment, I need some ranting moments.

How many times have you heard me say the word, "Fuck!"? I would say, only once in a blue moon, only when the moon turns full within the same calendar month, which occurs some 32 months every time.

Being a Taurean, I have been patient and tolerant to many things. That is why you do not see me losing my temper easily, going around exploding and complaining to people. But have I been too patient and tolerant that I have become a pushover? I thought it was fine initially. As time passes by, the actions have become very obvious, yet I still tolerated it, I thought it will soon be over once you are done with what you are supposed to do. But HELL, NO! The actions continued, and I said,"Fuck!" in my mind.

Could it be any more obvious that you have not been doing what you are supposed to do and should stop what you are not supposed to? Fuck.

It has been some time, and finally the people are seeing it. But you continued. Fuck. Your nonchalance have brought me misery, but let me learn more things and made the people opened their eyes to see. I am glad. But still, Fuck.

I am not covering you, can't you see? You are simply dumbstupidbrainlessdimdoltishcrassdodo (all words have the same meaning). What I have done is simply collecting all your shit, aka kio sai. Please wake or Fuck off.

I may look nice on the outside, but on the inside you never know what I think. Fuck.

Please note that the word "Fuck!" does not appear as a thought in my mind anymore, it has become a whisper now and then. It might just turn into a scream one day.

Fuck, Fuck you, Fuck off.
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Ok, let me put the word "Fuck" away for now. Rantings' over. YAY!

Met with for a group sharing session about our SIP (Student Internship Programme) with my Liaison Officer (LO), Ms Lim. It was very nice of her, she treated us to the Rendezvous Restaurant and the Rendezvous Hotel (btw it's rän'dā-vōō', -də-). It is just coincidental that both are named "Rendezvous". The restaurant was at Raffles City, then it moved to the hotel, and it just coincidentally happened to be the same name. Anyway, the restaurant serves authentic Indonesian Nasi Padang. Being one who does not consume any spicy food or seafood, it was a little hard to find food for me to eat. But I somehow found things to eat because they ordered a long table-full of dishes. I tell you really table-full until no place for anything else but food. I will upload the pictures after I get them from Kartika :D

I ordered Soursop drink and I tell you it is really damn refreshing. The soursop is very fresh and there is even ice shavings on top, machiam Ice Kachang lidat. Even Shu Cian, who claims that she does not really take soursop, ordered the drink as a dessert after I forced her to taste one soursop fruit. and Wan could not resist the temptation and tried it too. HAHAHAHAHA!!

It was an eating and sharing session, so of course we shared our SIP activities with everyone. I would say that it was a very relaxing session unlike some other students who has other LOs. I do not want to mention any names here, but yea lousy LOs exist. heh

We had a near 3-hour sharing session, of which around 1 hour was taken up by Sabrinna, then Ms Lim drove some of us to Bedok and Simei. She stays in one of the condominiums in Simei. It is so near TP lah!

It's late, gotta sleep. Need to swim after work tomorrow, I want some fresh air and get some relaxation, heh.

ciao.